2 years ago there was a time, in about 8 guys every day have said this sentence to me to 'Kill yourself. This is the best for all. ' For no reason, just like that. Logically, it then went to me very badly. For about a year I dream every night almost the same. There is always this sentence. Just in different situations. That is why I most nights just about 4-5 hours sleep .. why I have next week also an appointment with the psychologist. but I just do not know what to do. I no longer think of this sentence. And a psychologist can surely hardly what to change in my dreams. Now to my question: What can it have for reasons that suddenly comes up a year ago and followed me to this day? Are there ways to fix this by myself?