I am a long time just riding my pony, but that is lame now. Among the horses of my parents, I have hardly or no contact. But then it started: Which horse do you take in the riding lesson and so on. Now I have no choice because my pony for 2 weeks may not be ridden and I want lessons. Well, then I sat on the old, always love horse which I rode in all gaits 2 years ago without fear and was afraid. I do not know why the horse never goes through or anything but I was afraid. Also, in a different horse that I rode shortly thereafter. He often makes mosquitoes but none the worse (not trotting and then throws times easily the Po) and I was also afraid. I think it's all about to panic because I do not feel well. If a car is on the street next to me I get panic although the horses know that. What can I do? Why did I Anfst I do not know ..